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The advisory shuffle
I spent a bit of time going through an existential crisis of sorts because being adrift meant that I had to once again consider all the various directions I might go. So that’s what I’ve been doing. Considering externalities (they’re trying to recruit someone that would be an awesome match from a research perspective). Considering crazy options (applying to go somewhere else). Of course, there’s also the option of considering other faculty to serve as adviser, but that is surprisingly challenging. One of the best fits isn’t in the same department, which creates other potential complications. Sorting it all out takes time.
Then I realized that this is part of the challenge of completing a PhD – the willingness to persevere in the face of factors beyond my control. Hence why I found myself asking why I wanted to do this. I’m not a brilliant researcher though I like to think I’m at least a competent one. I can write reasonably well. My hope is that the insights I do have can be used to contribute something. I’m also pragmatic enough to know that it is rather unlikely I will change the world. Still, I’m idealistic enough to want to try to change the world.
The good news is that none of this is an emergency. I have time to look at options, to consider what I wish to achieve. In the end, it will force me to look for clarity. My hope is that I will actually find it. Only time will tell.
“So why are you doing this?”
Everyone that even considers pursuing a PhD will no doubt be asked this question at some point. I’ve been asked it a number of times recently, no doubt due to the various events swirling around my life and my decision to pursue this unusual direction.
Working in industry can afford numerous opportunities to make incremental improvements. These improvements are certainly valuable, but they are also quite focused on work within the current paradigm. Changes to the paradigm can arise in this model, but they are definitely heavily shaped by commercial considerations.
Working in academia tends to focus more on exploring in a broader range of directions. Sometimes it is funded by industry, but more as a long-term investment, with an expectation that most ideas just won’t pan out. Sometimes research is done within industry as well – a long-term bet on developing the next great technology.
So, what does this have to do with pursuing a PhD? One difference between me and the typical PhD student is that I have done quite a lot of work in industry and have gained insights into things I see that look like problems ingrained in the system. Thus, for me, this PhD offers an opportunity to explore ideas that reflect those insights – a willingness to question what is just assumed, and then see if I can find a way to try something new.
In essence, I want to change the world. But the other thing I’ve learned is pragmatism, so I’ll consider it to be a success if I can at least rock the boat. Maybe in that way I can build a foundation upon which someone smarter and with greater insight than me can actually build something that does change the world. I don’t see that happening for me in industry. It’s certainly not guaranteed going down the academic research path either, but I will do my best to do good work and enjoy the experience.
If I knew what the outcome was going to be, it wouldn’t be research, it would be development.
PhD offers
So for now I’m mulling over the best decision to make – but what an amazing place to be: choosing between two excellent schools, with the choice of two amazing advisers. There really isn’t a losing option at this point, which is an amazing place to be.
Letters of Recommendation
In that context, I ran across this awesome post on Quora by Dr. Richard Muller about what he asks students to write up to assist him. The gist of this was his requirement that someone give him an interview:
My first step is to interview the student. I ask to be reminded of every time in the past we had interacted, if at all. Normally I mention these times in my letter; it helped the reader to recognize that the student was active.
Then I ask for any things that the student worried about, bad grades in other courses, for example. We then discussed them, and in my letter I might mention the fact that I was familiar with it (with a D, for example, in another class) and I would describe why (if true) I didn’t think that should be used as a negative. (Typically the student had a good reason.)
I ask the student to write me a page describing what he thinks of himself/herself, and what the student does outside of classwork. That’s based on my experience that those reading my letter often like candidates more if the student was well-rounded and personable.
I thought this was brilliant and plan on using this moving forward.
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